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“What if the idea of starting this company turns out to be incredibly stupid?”

You wake up in middle of the night, amidst fear and panic, looking around for sharing those thoughts, but a frightened mind pulls up a  restrained reaction..

When you look at others, opening a new location centre, acquiring new staff clients, doing more business, whereas I fumble  fail. Being a failure is feeling really how to fail, learning burning fingers, widening the ears for more advices, learning to keep mouth shut, learning to love your adventures when they are put down as stupido ideas, becoming possessive of your little stupid risks… lot more
some times I want to feel that I am above average intelligent… it is a complexity disorder..  nobody else believes in you so you have to keep telling that you are the best ………………….
 “When I look back. I examine my value system and ask myself which is the greater sin, failure or living life by default?” ,
 “I believe that many people live life by default; like a leaf in a river, they allow the river of life to determine where they will travel. It is like being pampered at the Thai Spa by a masseur. They have to decide on a therapy, take up a cosy bed, chose the rosy lighting and make the ambience. To me, it was different. forget the massage, even selling the massage oil was one adventure in itself… I felt  living life by default is cowardly. So  I always get bitten by adventuromaniac bug, get failed,  I decided that failure is infinitely better than never trying at all.”
Truth is, though you might sound brave and others cowardly, there has to be someone whom you want to be team with.
you are a human, you are never alone even you are alone, thoughts make you …
you need some one to understand you, you need a good team,  I know it aint a one-man show,  I need the team, the team is the Family …
We have to win even if it is for one day, victory will be ours …  sweet memories to part with ..
Let me appreciate my beautiful friend(she knows it), as I am nothing without her, as I will be enjoying the curry she made for me.
Let me appreciate you, for standing me, standing my stupido ideas, but always believing in me, your friendship and time …
Much obliged Gentlemen ….